Ever since the day you came in my life, it changed in a much positive way. I remember me as a messy lazy girl but you changed that piece of mine. Honestly, I feel much organised. I am still working over my laziness to improve. It’s been over 2months I have known you and these days have been the best days of my little life.
To hear your voice and imagine your chest, I can’t express how it makes my mood flip and a brings a big smile on my face. To imagine your touch of your fingers over me and your body close to me while I kneel, I can’t tell you how lucky I feel sometimes to meet you in my life. You are that precious gem I couldn’t afford to lose. Thank you for bringing light in my life. I hate this distance between us. I keep counting down the moments until I get to hear your warm voice on phone. It feels as if God gave me manna to a soul that fills the body with an unknown serenity and calmness.
I love you for being such a perfect Master to me who always guided me, comforted me and loved me. You never told me to trust you but that made me trust you more than anything. I crave to see you sometimes but I know you will show yourself up, when I be deserving enough and you are worth that wait. Deep inside I know, whatever happens, you can break me, show all the harsh realities of the life, but your intentions will be always to build me up. This is something I did learn from you which I found much more beautiful than just trust. We often run short of time, but the sensations you give me in those little talks are enough to give me butterflies in stomach and a blushing face. You just make the most of it in that little time.
When I close my eyes, I see your bare chest brushing over my face with my hands on there. I want to listen to your each heartbeat and the poetries it speaks. All I can say for now is I wanna know you better and trust you the most. I wanna keep you closer and make you proud. I love you from the depth of my heart.